Seriously

Could this get any worse. Today my phone got a good fucking washing in the washing machine. Doesn't work yet, but enough to call Tony. I just don't get why this stupid shit keeps happening. We got our car on Thursday and again like shipping it to Germany it had damage. But what else do you do besides take the fucking check that is offered, suck it up and move on. It's not enough damage to actually go fix it just like last time, but every time I turn around something is happening to that van. I do want to go in and get the dent pulled out where someone hit it just days after Tony came back from Iraq, but that cost money. Money we don't have because again we just have to bend over and let the Army fuck us again. They are still fighting about paying for the kids and my flight back to the states, but were they going to help me get the fuck out before I medically couldn't fly anymore? NOPE. Whatever I'm over it I'll just accept that we will always be broke and because of that I won't get any more kids that I may want later in life because Tony doesn't like being broke all the time.
This move has just sucked since we still don't have beds or furniture. The kids have just about had all they can take. However it should be here by next monday and if Tony will get me the number to the transportation office I will be getting my stuff by monday.
The bigger boys did start school this past week. Zachary had a great first day, but wasn't so excited on day 2. Zayden seemed to like kindergarten. I guess the school is ok, but it has a horrible pick up policy. You have to wait for the kids and sign them out with all the other parents that are picking up. It is a mess and I have yet to find an easy way for it to go. There has been much more going on, but I'm done bitching for this moment.

And should I add that the airbed has holes in it and new ones pop up almost daily. Tony has taken to sleep on the futon, cause I have to sleep on the air bed so I have room to nurse at night. Do you know how mad it makes a person to wake up closer to the floor than they went to sleep? Some mornings I am all the way on the floor. I think from now on we'll be doing DITY moves.