Lost

I feel lost when I'm not in school. The semester ended 2 weeks ago and I find myself without something to do. I don't want to spend more time cleaning because I don't want Tony to think school really took that much time so that he may not let me take classes again in the future. The kids still have 3 weeks of school left so there isn't much to go out and do until they get out of school. We're not broke, but we're trying to save for our move in July. I can't decide if I want to move or not. I don't like living where I live. I don't have enough friends out here to keep me occupied especially when Tony deploys next year. I could pack up the kids and go home for several months while he's gone. I just don't know what I want to do. I am lost in translation. :)
This weekend was supposed to be a 4 day weekend, but it never works that way for us. Tony now works Saturday for 24 hours and again on Wednesday. I mean the weather wasn't supposed to be nice, but I was planning to stay home this weekend with my hubby and the kids and just have fun together. Play games and watch movies. Sunday I wanted to take the kids to the zoo since the weather was supposed to be nice, but if he hasn't slept he may not want to go.
I did have a nice day with 2 of my friends today. We took the kids to gymnastics and then to lunch at the yummy Mexican restaurant. The kids were well behaved and we had a nice chat. I take on too much emotion from outside events. Sometimes TV and sometimes friends.