Can't decide

I just can't decide what I want to do for the boys for school next year. If I send them back to Ft. Stevens I will need to go in and have a meeting with the principal about the bitch from next door and not allowing her access to my children. I love them and want to spend more time with them, but how will I manage schooling 2 entertaining another and having a toddler running around. I know people do it all the time I could manage. I just hate that if I say anything to my mother or sister they will be negative about me keeping the kids at home. As if public schools are the best thing on earth. Tony doesn't ever seem to care about what I do with the kids and my local friends are like oh I can't teach my kids, they would drive me crazy. I also just don't know because we may or may not move and Tony won't help me decide about that either. I'm left to all these decisions and I don't know what to do. I wish I could find a local church to attend. I guess I just wish there was more to do here in Yelm so I didn't have to drive far. I'm sitting here thinking there wasn't much to do in Germany either, but I had tons of friends and I had church and PWOC.
I also have to drive to post to shop. I tried going back to walmart today for my grocery shopping, but everything was so much more money here than on post. I knew I would go broke if I did the shopping that I need to do.