Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Memorable moments

Why is it I forget so many of the memorable moments I should remember from day to day? I think my brain has given up on working all the time and just does what is necessary to get from day to day.
Tony worked all night last night so I was on duty for getting the kids to school this morning, but also trying to get to PWOC on time. I hate that part only cause to walk Zayden to school, which he has to be, I have to dress myself and Zavier in a timely fashion to get him there on time. Tony usually does the honors as he gets home about 10 minutes before they have to be there, but on the special days I get to take them.
Well this morning after taking the bigger boys to school the house was back to just me and little Zavier. I was in the bathroom curling my hair and was almost ready to go when Zavier came in. I fixed his hair a bit so the front stood up and sprayed it a little with hair spray. He was all handsome looking and I felt for once that I had some sort of civilized look going on and Zavier walks up to me pulls up the bottom of my shirt and kisses my belly. It was such a picture perfect moment, but because it was just he and I there is no picture of it.
Zavier is the one to most notice my stomach and talk to it and say he hears the baby in there. Sometimes the baby is talking to him, which does worry me. Zavier is always in my bubble and he and Zander (I think will be baby's name) often battle for space in and outside me. Even now as I type this Zavier is on me as much as he can get since I keep pushing him off to type. It's not like he and I haven't had enough space sharing time today since I spent a good amount of time telling him a story and then giving him a nap on my lap. However I can't complain other that the squishing of what is a fragile belly this time. He won't want to be so close to me always now will he. (However if he wasn't also licking my hair I would be ok with that also)
Sometimes I wonder why he's perceived as my favorite, but he's just the one here with me all the time. He and I almost never part and he had a heck of a time adjusting to me gone for 4 days last week.
I do remember from before I left Zachary telling me it wasn't fair that the baby got to go with me, as in the baby in my belly. Zachary is so silly sometimes. But I love his craziness.
Yesterday by this time I was exhausted and was heading to bed, but tonight because I took a nap earlier I'm not so tired, but clearly neither is Zavier.
I'm only taking one class at a time right now and now I'm in my myth class. I'm only taking it because it meets a requirement and it's a 4 week class so I'll be done before the next one starts in June. However I hate stuff like this because I don't believe in urban legends or myths for the most part. Being as that I am a Christian that seems to be what I stick with when basing my feelings on outside topics.
Well I would like to be alone for a little bit and since the other 2 boys are in bed and Tony is in bed since he didn't sleep all day, it's time for Zavier to go back to his room. I've had enough hair licking for tonight.

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