Monday, June 28, 2010

I can't do this

Deal with all the drama that comes from people here in KC. I'm definitely counting down the days until I leave. Why is it so bad that I want what is best for my family. Yes others may not think I know what is best, but I do. I do not have it in me with all the moving stuff I have going on to deal with the childish drama. I'm 25 years old and I don't want to play the "well you did it first game". Are you fucking kidding me that is what my children do and I don't like that either. I can't hardly get 5 minutes alone and I don't mean without my children I mean from others. I'm an emotional wreck and I need time alone to recuperate. I also need to talk to my husband alone so I can get his support on my emotional wreck. He has been my rock through this pregnancy and is doing his best. He told me I didn't have to deal with some of the drama that has presented itself today, but I will have to do something with it. However I am not going to deal with it on my own and I will not deal with it until my husband calls me and we discuss it.

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