Tomorrow

Is the big day. I will be flying from here to Philadelphia on a 9 hour flight. I will then have an 5 hour layover and then a 3 hour flight to KC. I more stressed over this stupid luggage situation. We can only have one suitcase per person since we're not traveling on order. (Thanks again stupid army.) We could pay if we wanted to, but I'm trying to make do with just 4. That just means I have more stuff to carry on the dang airplane. I now will have Zachary and I a carry on in addition to a backpack for everyone, 2 carseats and a stroller. Just getting on the plane should be a challenge, but it's not like I can't do it. Let's just pray it's as stress-less as possible since I want baby to stay safely tucked inside for the flight and for 9 more weeks. Everything is packed other than the clothes we are wearing today and stuff for me to get ready in tomorrow.

The situation in KC is stressful as well and I don't think mom realizes how much stress she adds to my already overstressed self. I am taking the car that mom has been driving for a year plus now as it is our second car and she will be left without since their other car is apparently having transmission problems. I feel so bad taking the car from her, but at what point do I quit giving up so much for others. My priorites have definantly changed this pregnancy. I am finally feeling that I can't fix all for others and should just work on my kids and my husband. I love my mom and sister, and grandma, but my family now consist of Tony, Zachary, Zayden, Zavier and Zander and they are no longer my accessories while I do all I can to help others.

Tomorrow will be a good day. God will protect us and keep all 6 of us safe as we travel.