Well we really are leaving. I know I want to, but I'm scared to have to go to washington without Tony. I don't know how much I can get done without him and how flexible they will be with me. However in 9 weeks I have to be ready to have a baby and hopefully have a house to bring him home to. I also hope that Tony makes it to Washington before Zander comes. I'm annoyed with this stupid math teacher because I tried explaining that I could find a testing place in Wa, but that I would have 3 kids and no childcare. I don't understand why that part is so important. Fine I'll take the freaking test, but I can't just leave the kids alone.
On post or off I don't care I just want to find something with enough space for 6 people to live in the house and have individual space. I mean how small of a house could they give us since we are a family of 6. I guess I don't really have to claim to know the sex of the baby. I have been asking questions of someone I know in Wa and I don't think she likes it there too well. I've also seen plenty of negativity online in several places. I know it's all about how each individual person deals with where they are, but I don't have the patience or emotional stability to hope that it works out ok for me and the kids. I mean I'm traveling to this place with 3 kids, 7 months pregnant and hoping that housing works out. I'll call housing this week and try to get a gauge of how difficult they could make it for me coming there before Tony gets there. I can't afford to live in a hotel for a month.
Money is my other stressor, I think it will be ok in the end cause I can be cheap when I need to be, but just being sure I have enough to get a place for the kids and I to stay for an unknown amount of nights is scary. I am however constantly turning all these fears I have all the time over to God, because as I said before my emotional stability is a wreck and I can't deal with the unknown very well. It's in God's hands for now and I pray that he places the perfect living situation in my hands when I get to Ft. Lewis.
About Me
- tkhannasch
- I'm Katie. I'm a SAHM to 4 little boys and a princess. I have a wonderful (most of the time) husband. I try to keep things natural as in I cloth diaper and extended breast feeding. I have often been a people pleaser to some point, but in this last pregnancy I got some back bone and have begun to be more focused on what is best for my children, husband and I.
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