Lost

I just feel lost. I miss my hubby and haven't been able to talk to him for several days now. I Lon for that part of every day. The brigade had their first loss this week so it's rumored that they are on a black out, but hopefully that is over now and I will hear from him tonight. Then there is Abbie. She is such a good baby I don't know if she is ok. She got a sunburn on Friday and has just been sleepy since. Then yesterday she was passed around at the baby shower so she was over stimulated. She hasn't been fussy just nursing less and sleeping more. Do I take her in just cause she is good and I don't know how to parent that? Lol. I have no real friends here as I learned last week so no one but me ever sees Abbie every day and no one else ever cares for her. I just am at a loss and I am in an emotional state cause I miss Tony. I just feel lost here all by myself. The kids aren't listening to me and I don't have help. I am working on more friends, but I just want to stay home and cuddle my princess. I just don't know if she is broken or not. I just keep praying for the knowledge to know and healing for Abbie's sunburn and anything else that may be wrong with her.